Changing or Challenging Life?

I decided to fill this blog again, since i want to be beauty blogger. Fun, isnt it ?
The first thing that come in my mind is my new life. Do you know what life is for someone like me ?
My classmate had asked, what organization you in ? And I was like... i am on myself!
Yeaa... i live like a zombie, wake up in the morning and sleep at night, so what about afternoon ?
I fill this blog with my heart hurt, neomu appayooo.... i really have nothing! today, or the next day, or the next tomorrow, it just the same.. alone.
Yes, i am alone. all the waaay alone. I havent know that life could be this painful..